
Not my feet, not my scale, not my weight
Down 0.2 this week, for a total loss of 108.4. Kind of surprised, since the scale at home was being more charitable. Also surprised because I decided to try to get to my BMI specified weight and then if I didn’t like it or felt the changes were too much to sustain I’d give myself permission to regain to someplace I was more comfortable. Crazy sounding, I know, but I’ve been scared of losing more because I didn’t want to change my life too much more–I’ve already made so many changes. Maybe I’ll be happier even lighter, but if not, I’m letting that be ok.
So at this rate, I’ll reach that weight in, oh, about 2 years. Plenty of time to get used to it.
So I’m disappointed I’m not further along in my “experiment”. I’m also disappointed I’m not doing better on my Lose for Good Challenge, which was to lose 5 lbs in 7 weeks. Does that mean I need to donate more food to make up the difference? Oh, and I DID bring a jar of PB to donate, but it mysteriously remained in my workout bag.
What’s motivating you?