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A Tank Top!?!

08 Jul

Yes!  I wore a tank top today to my kickboxing class.

This is a big breakthrough for me.  I’ve been working out for months and months, and my shoulders look great.  But my arms look terrible, and always will unless I have surgery to remove the floppy skin.  No matter how many tricep presses I do, that skin is just all streched out.

So, I can either continue to try to hide them because they are not plastic-perfect and try to deny the after effects of having weighed 300 lbs at one time, or I can be cool when I excercise and look as good as I do.  The skin on my arms is scarred, torn internally as the result of my weight.  There was nothing shameful then, and there isn’t anything shameful now.  Though I do wish it was smooth.  Sigh.

As momentous as I feel the tank top to be, nobody in my class seemed to notice it!  My new short sassy haircut got raves, though!  I’ll get a pic soon.

 
 

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  1. Mary :: A Merry Life

    July 9, 2009 at 2:53 pm

    It is so funny how we obsess over how we look and really no one cares! As long as your are comfortable it is all good. Congrats on being brave and wearing a tank top!

     
  2. Joel

    July 10, 2009 at 6:18 pm

    My wife kicks ASS!

     
  3. Joel

    July 10, 2009 at 6:19 pm

    My wife kicks ASS! I missed the haircut too.. ARGH!

     
  4. Shelley B

    July 10, 2009 at 7:38 pm

    I wish I was brave enough to wear a tank top to my workouts…I have the same arm issues as you do. One of these days…